Hello...

               So life is full of unepected changes.. and at times we find ourselves alone in a room. looking forward at a door, knowing that no one is behind it. I guess these are the make or break times in out lives.. do we stay in the darkness because it is all we know, or do we take the step forward into what we fear the most... the unknown lonelyness. That point where you leave your friends behind, and see just how strong you really are. I this this would be much easier if I was prepared to make some huge changes, but I guess we really can't control everything that happens in our lives, if we did.. things would be dull...  so now its time to step beyond anything Ive ever done before. Wish me luck...

     <3 Jess

Heya!

 Im at my brothers babysitting and drinking chocolate milk Im not sure if I posted this yet but, I work at aegis I dont hate it, it can be frustrating but still its a great job and id like to keep it. I never  get to see Kris anymore... and it breaks my heart.. I have an empty spot

So I guess Im considered an adult now  * Yay! * I get to stress over things like bills and groceries..... not fun I dont know... I really dont get to see any of my friends... I hope you all are having a great first week of college!!!

Aloha!

               So  my life is going really well. I looked at some furniture for the apartment today... I fell in love with a really really expensive set... * sigh* it's really really nice.. and I want it. So now Im at my Nana's washing some clothes and some towels, and Im about to go home and clean YaY!!!

SO I quit McDonalds it wasn't a bad job but! now Im going to be getting paid 8.25 an hr... and thats really really nice..... thats a whole lot of nice thats a 3.15 raise... and I like it. Anywho!